^damn , well I hope you find a way

----

I have been building walls all day long
Atm nothing is really ready but when I get it all almost ready I will take a picture and maybe show it to you guys , I believe that tomorrow I have ONE wall ready , but not treated with anything yet
So maybe it all will be ready some time next year

So I'm trying to find a way to break the ice with my friend!!! Something to get him back to talking to me again... and my mind is blank. If it's something too simple, I know he won't respond! So I need to let him knw that i'm contacting him to apologize and work things out! GAH!

Why do I have to be so freakin' socially awkward? *slams head against wall* >.<

I'm already sick of summer! Heat in unbearable!
Thank God today is a little more fresh. We're having a cloudy and windy day.

Anyways, I'm basically on vacation... still gotta know if I passed one exam, but either I succed or fail, I'm done with university till October.

Started a whole new training at gym, is killing me haha, but it's woth it.

good luck with that Azulan!

Today I got a book for learning finnish, from my friend. Now this is really a motivation for me! So I'm officially starting to learn finnish I hope I'll manage to learn at least some basics :S

OMFG!!! I can't think of anything as a conversation starter.

*Aggeliki* wrote:good luck with that Azulan!

Today I got a book for learning finnish, from my friend. Now this is really a motivation for me! So I'm officially starting to learn finnish I hope I'll manage to learn at least some basics :S

If you wanna get some help with finnish, you can always ask from me.

thanks a lot ^^

azulan wrote:OMFG!!! I can't think of anything as a conversation starter.

It is hard sometimes , I really suck at starting conversations ( and I also suck at pick-up lines ) so I usually just start with something that is cumbersomely and awkwardly complicated and just plain weird , or simply just with Hi .

----

Damn I just realized that I have been driving (with a car) over 1400km in last two and half days

AWESOME



As IS that ONE too

I am on mood for that sort of stuff , SO PLEASE SHOOT ME BEFORE I START TO LISTEN SOMETHING EVEN MORE BAD ...

So friggin pissed with my parents right now. Especially my 'father.' He's useless on every level.

So I am ill, and was unable to wake up at the usual 5:30AM to take my dog for a piss and give him his breakfast.
Seems no one else even bothered to do it, even if they wake up at 6:30ish. And I am woken up by my pup who's like on my bed(which he never does) like pawing my hand to wake me up. It was 8:20AM or something!
Seriously, you act like he's a family dog but expect me to do 100% everything and on time, he's not really yours the, is he!!!
Gosh!

This is the reason I get scared to leave him and go out.

And now my friends expect me to go out of town with them. Not going to happen if this is how they want to behave around my dog.
Wonder what I'll do from next week, when my Uni starts Nightmares!

***

Anywho, working on a long ass apology letter for my friend!!! I know he is the understanding types, but I don't know how he'd react to me now. Ugh!